Not the type to open up in the first few minutes. Behind the composed exterior is a stubborn character and an opinion on almost everything. I dress like I'm meeting myself: gothic, black, details no one but me fully reads. I'm not here because I'm bored. I'm here because it's interesting to see who stays once the initial curiosity fades. If you think you've already figured me out, you haven't. But you're welcome to try.

I love techno not for the beats, but because there are no lyrics to catch on. It's a background that doesn't distract from thinking, it actually clears my head. I can listen to one track on repeat for hours if it hits the right state of mind. Rock is different. It's for when you need to release something, not think. Old grunge, heavy indie, something with rawness in the voice. I don't chase new releases, what matters more to me is finding a track that sounds like it was written specifically for whatever mood I'm in. I'm not someone who studies music just to show off band knowledge. I just have a playlist for every state of mind, and if you know how to listen between the lines, not just with your ears, it's easy to tell what's going on with me.

Clothing to me isn't about trends, it's the language I use to talk about myself without opening my mouth. Gothic style is closest to me because it has depth: black isn't the absence of color, it's its concentration. I love designer pieces not for the label, but because you can see thought behind them, a piece cut like it has character, not just a function of covering the body. I build a look like a story: every detail means something, leather, metal, a silhouette that doesn't copy anyone else's. I don't like clothing that blends into a crowd, I'd rather provoke than go unnoticed. The way someone dresses tells me a lot about them before we even talk. So I take my own style seriously too, it's the first thing people learn about me, before I've said a word.

I'm not into big talk about dreams, it sounds too simple for something that's actually complicated. But honestly: the runway. Not for the camera flashes, but for that moment when the clothes, the light, and you become one thing, and the whole room goes still for a second. I'm getting there slowly, without making noise about it. I don't tell everyone what I'm planning, I'd rather let the result speak for itself. For now I'm collecting the pieces: style, discipline, character, everything that will eventually add up to something whole. I'm not expecting anyone to believe it before it happens. You'll just notice it one day.

Why I stream Honestly, it's not just about money or attention. It's about self-acceptance, about learning to stop hiding behind insecurity and just be myself without filters, even with hundreds of eyes on me. Every stream is a small step toward letting myself be seen instead of trying to be comfortable for other people's opinions. The fashion industry is tough, it takes more than looks, it takes a character that can handle rejection without breaking under other people's judgment. Streaming has become a kind of training for me: learning to carry myself with more confidence, to show the real me instead of a polished picture. If I can get through this, prove to myself I'm ready to be seen, then I'm ready for the runway too, for the camera, for any stage that demands character and not just a face. I'm not expecting applause in advance. I'm just showing up and doing it, one stream at a time.